didn’t give up yet
yeah. feelin good. work. people call and I feel wanted. i find stuff in piles of garbage. found the thing you screw to the bottom of your door to stop breezes. and drafts. it’s an energy saver. been lookin for that. found a back brace. the velcro thing you strap around yourself. cuz i’m older now and my body gets hurt easy. but i forget to wear it. i found one and i’d just bought one. i hate buying things. always find the thing free i just bought. discouraging.
lookin at a truck tomorrow. some people have pets, i have trucks. gotta feed em, take em to the vet. or mechanic. keep em healthy either way. trucks don’t puke on my bed. but they don’t put their wet nose on my face either.
i like trucks. how cant you make money with a truck? every body is moving. or needs something brought to them. or something taken away. it’s easy. so you have to decide what kind of truck you want. what do you want to carry? dirt? dead bodies? damaged vehicles? there’s a special truck for each one.
i want a bunch of trucks. i’m a generalist. i like to try a little bit of everything. wanna know how the whole thing works.
I hate myself and I want to die
Comment by Anonymous — April 18, 2009 @ 3:54 pm
Not a logical response. What makes you want to die? Have you never yearned to own a truck? That’s okay. They aren’t for everyone.
Comment by Rolston — April 18, 2009 @ 8:04 pm
4 in the afternoon. that doesn’t seem like the time to be feeling that way. that’s one of the best times to be thinking about what bar you’ll be heading to.
Comment by don lawn — April 18, 2009 @ 10:15 pm
Go ahead then and die.
Leave me and Jon to own all the cool old run down trux.
Fuckin loser – don’t you know that all you have to do is aquire a motorcycle and all your problems will fade into shadows and dust – Fuckin loser.
Comment by Poll — April 19, 2009 @ 4:02 am
I could see feeling like that if that’s when I woke up. Used to do that in college. Sleep until 2 in the afternoon and feel like crap about myself. I didn’t want to kill myself, though. Just wished it was a little earlier…
Comment by Lyle_S — April 19, 2009 @ 7:22 am