https://myrobotispregnant.com/2006/08/11/85/ tough guy poetry and manly stories of loneliness Mon, 01 Apr 2013 19:01:43 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0.5 https://myrobotispregnant.com/2006/08/11/85/comment-page-1/#comment-27 jon Mon, 14 Aug 2006 16:51:36 +0000 http://myrobotispregnant.com/?p=85#comment-27 This isn't supposed to make you laugh. It is supposed to make you remember humans are evil. The story of jesus being hung on a cross was a public show of cruelty far darker than my little story. Nailed to a cross, wreath of thorns on the head, stabbed with a sword, left to die slowly over three days in a public space, birds, animals, insects could all nibble away at him before he finally went. He would have been nude. That was the Roman method. Bring your friends, come watch. And every Christian wears a tribute to this around their neck or in their home. Why do humans love pain and torture? Why don't Christians wear a commemoration of one of His miracles? Instead we see Jesus eat his last meal and go hang on a cross. We want to see pain and torture. I know I do. I love to read true crime novels. I think about joining the Army. To at least watch the carnage up close, if I find I'm too scared to commit it myself. And then there's love... The Burning Demon of Lust is a book full of gossipy titillating stories that all end with Reverend Allen putting his hands on someone and "releasing demons". Religious texts use erotic words to describe a relationship with God. "Man's craving has always been to...get on intimate terms with Him" Passion gets warped and becomes perversion. This can happen with the love of your daughter and your love of Christ. Or God. Or Allah. Human love is a dangerous thing. Have you heard of rough sex? Or playing rape? Why do both men and women enjoy sex and pain mixed together? "For God so loved the world he gave his only begotten son..." God killed his son because he loved the world. Sadomasichism. God himself is wrapped up in the sickness. My story is to remind myself that we are a ridiculous and terribly cruel species of life that likes to fuck and occasionally make love, so it keeps perpetuating. This isn’t supposed to make you laugh. It is supposed to make you remember humans are evil. The story of jesus being hung on a cross was a public show of cruelty far darker than my little story. Nailed to a cross, wreath of thorns on the head, stabbed with a sword, left to die slowly over three days in a public space, birds, animals, insects could all nibble away at him before he finally went. He would have been nude. That was the Roman method. Bring your friends, come watch. And every Christian wears a tribute to this around their neck or in their home. Why do humans love pain and torture? Why don’t Christians wear a commemoration of one of His miracles? Instead we see Jesus eat his last meal and go hang on a cross. We want to see pain and torture.
I know I do. I love to read true crime novels. I think about joining the Army. To at least watch the carnage up close, if I find I’m too scared to commit it myself. And then there’s love…
The Burning Demon of Lust is a book full of gossipy titillating stories that all end with Reverend Allen putting his hands on someone and “releasing demons”. Religious texts use erotic words to describe a relationship with God. “Man’s craving has always been to…get on intimate terms with Him” Passion gets warped and becomes perversion. This can happen with the love of your daughter and your love of Christ. Or God. Or Allah. Human love is a dangerous thing.
Have you heard of rough sex? Or playing rape? Why do both men and women enjoy sex and pain mixed together? “For God so loved the world he gave his only begotten son…” God killed his son because he loved the world. Sadomasichism. God himself is wrapped up in the sickness.
My story is to remind myself that we are a ridiculous and terribly cruel species of life that likes to fuck and occasionally make love, so it keeps perpetuating.

]]> https://myrobotispregnant.com/2006/08/11/85/comment-page-1/#comment-26 takeabath@hotmail.com Mon, 14 Aug 2006 16:24:55 +0000 http://myrobotispregnant.com/?p=85#comment-26 this shit is sick and not in any of the ironic meanings. imagined or not. if it's imagined, it's much too far off even for black humor/ this shit is sick and not in any of the ironic meanings. imagined or not. if it’s imagined, it’s much too far off even for black humor/

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